Also, I got into a conflict with scotch yesterday over some music stuff. For months things have been building up between us and I blew up like a volcano and had a few choice words for him. Which I really don't mean and I normally don't go yelling at people like that. I'm sorry scotch for what I said and if anybody else who took offense to it.
Normally I like to have fun and tease a few people. But sometimes when the tables are turned I can take things to personal, which I normally don't mean. When growing up I constantly got picked on and being messed with. When growing up from town to town not having many friends, plus I had a hard life hiding in the closet being gay.
So, unfortunately, I take things to personal sometimes and I can get a bit defensive, which I normally don't mean. That has been something I been trying to work on for years but have never perfected yet. One day I will finally be normal and stop taking things way to personal.
You guys know I have a grammar issue. Unfortunately some of the schools I went to tried to help me and some didn't care to fix the issue. That how I am still today, I use a grammar app which sometimes helps. Some of you guys like to tease which was OK for a while. But unfortunately, I guess it was way too much for me and I ask some to stop. I know some of you guys were trying to help, but I guess for me it was way too much and I blew up.
I'm a grown adult and I would love to have these issues resolved. In good time I will stop being defensive and be able to go along with it. You guys know I like to have some fun, that how I am in real life and unfortunately, some people can't take it and I guess it made me this way.
So again I would like to apologize to scotch, the mods and anybody else who I blew up on or took things offensive which I really don't mean it. I would like to thank you, everybody here, hopefully, we all can get past this issue, have fun again and hopefully become friends again.
Thanks for those who took your time reading this.
Wolf